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Void but suicidal
I was made out of lust and blind love
Conceived out of duty and hopelessness
Filled with light and pure innocence
Flourished into a bundle of joy and happiness
A mind filled with freedom and exploration
A childhood filled with glee and fascination
On lookers watching with adoration
But the innocence was not to last until forever
The freedom only an illusion, illuminated by white lies and chains of thick gold crusted vines
10, 11, 12 my teenage years an evaporation of a spiral cycle
Forced to leave behind a magical world
Filled with stardust and make believe, a serene coat of protection
To emerge into a world filled with betrayal, pain and corruption
No resources but high expectations
For the duckling youths of tommorows generation, unknowingly tainted your purity taken
Mocked for your innocence in a society filled with soul sucking demons
A world of predators and leeches
Pressured but yet neglected, feeling like I should over dose or cut until my red river flows undetected
Why should a teens mind be plaqued by thoughts of death and suicide
To the point where it's seems to be the only door to a cure
A mind riddled with why's
Eyes burnt with no more tears left to cry
A walking dead amongst the living in day light, waiting to be slayed or finally resurrected, which first serves
Void of the times of joy and glee, while the world continues to spin
Not noticing that the light within your soul has been taken
And when you're finally gone, loud piercing screams followed by questions
Why are our youths being untimely taken

-serenachapters
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