I apologize for my arrogant acts
But you have to look through my eyes and walk in my shoes to see what I see to feel what I feel, people can switch on you like a flip of the quarter and leave you broken and alone if leave your self open and vulnerable.... just like the human heart it can break at any moment you just have to have the right words and the right touch to break a human being in an instant I should know I've been beaten and battered before in this life by the one that swear to give everything I ever had and leave me alone with no possession to speak of in this Valley of life that is true pain that's why I have miss-judgements of the people I love I swore to protect with my soul and life but in all reality you can not prepare type of shit because it can happen in a instant. for when that day comes that type of shit can get violent and get messy with blood everywhere and guts and gore oozing out of us like water coming out of a fountain, horrifically..... you cannot prepare for death because death has no eyes it can not see like a blind person not knowing where to go in life....


it does not matter how big and tough you are death comes for everyone eventually they say the bigger you are the harder you fall..... so stay vigilant of your surroundings and be observant because life is sort so soke in every detail and every last word you hear

so take this warning with your life it might save you one day it doesn't matter what you did in your past to other people in this life it always come back to haunt you so be kind to the people you share this land with don't misjudge people is the lesson here you don't know who's watching you maybe you will have the knife in your back next time so just be careful because backstabbers are all around you trust no one if you can help it the circle life can be tricky