I tried being a novel in your part,
But somewhere its decided as apart!!

I laugh at moments I am trying to frame,
But I can't forget the time that blames!!

I smile with no meanings to spare,
I've become a distant in despair!!

I used to enjoy my presence some way,
My entity is fading in every next moment of the day!!

I would have been so loving and kind,
But I resist to not others suffer my kind!!

I don't have anything so close,
Things have led me to a broken rose!!

I try every way to recall,
But the problem is that I am a deadly fall!!
© Abhishek
Your sufferings make u something u never wanted to be, so it's better to believe that u can be present but not actually being urself,
masked has been my existence become,
and holded up are all of my hopes ransom!!