I was supposed to stay in the dull mundane life. I was being forced too. I reacted, realized, woke-up arised to the calling. Awake and asleep aren't the same thing. In sleep there is no life. Awake and there is the life. When I awoke I knew what life is supposed to be. The world is dead and mundane when I sleep. Everything is alive and radiates when I see Clowny. A high and powerful message from the unknown. Walking through this mundane life one day I could see the train tracks empty. A train invisible to the real life was running out of my thoughts. This train I took to escape the old hard thoughts. Clowny was on this train. I could feel Clowny. I knew I was right. It will always be right. Nothing ever can change what I see. A train ride to New worlds, New lands, New time because everything is new. There will be no end to this world that lives forever. It is only the personal world that ends out there. All life was never born it was never made it was never created because there was nothing to create it. What being could have created life? What being could have created itself? These are the thoughts that keep me awake. Clowny was not created or made, only in my imagination. Living forever in a journey which never ends. All of life is radiation which was never created or made. While darkness holds life and life holds light. There never is darkness.
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