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lost control
Drugs all around, I get infected. Heroin and coke, I injected. I couldn't stop, I Had no control. It took my family, and was taking my soul. Throughout my body, a sickness spread. Thin and bony, close to dead. Yellow skin, and bloodshot eyes. Life of deception, and straight up lies. I was alienated, and left alone. Cold and distant Heart of Stone. I helplessly watched, everything crumble. I try to walk, but I trip and stumble. I just can't seem to get a grip. Each time I do my fingers slip. Ibe been here before this is nothing new. I know exactly what it is that have to do. Hopefully this time won't be like the last. I have to slow down, and not move too fast. All I have to take things with a grain of salt. I'm the one to blame , its all my fault.

©ryan