I liked you
so much that I could have given my everything to you.
I liked you
so much that whenever I felt something wrong was going on between us I didn't say anything because it would ruin what we already had.
I liked you
so much that when my dearest people said you did wrong, I would defend you as if it weren't really that bad.
I liked you
so much that I went against many opinions just to be able to have some kind of relationship with you.
I liked you
so much that even after realising what you actually needed I didn't destroy anything and pretended to sail on the same ship as you.
I liked you
so much that even when you disappeared and reappeared in my life, I would still talk to you.
I like you
so much that I'm afraid to say what I actually feel for you
because I know
you don't feel the same way about me,
because I know
you don't want to feel the same way about me,
because I know
you want to stay away from me, ignore me completely, dust me out of your life because nothing is possible between us,
because I know
that this isn't like anymore.
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