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Released
Damn I need some kind of release
This shit in my head has to cease
My brain is jumbled into a bind
I'm losing myself and losing my mind
Reality just can't be escaped
I fight demon's as my soul is being raped
When your inside's are dry it's hard to bleed
What you want is not what you need
Pen and paper is how I express my insides
They said I would be ok but they all lied
Breaking to the point I'm ready to blow
With nobody to turn to and nowhere to go
I've given my all and put in my fight
Still swallowed in darkness with no light
I know my feeling's are hard to understand
But I can't just change them on demand
I would love to free myself from this pain
But I wasn't given a heart easy to train
To say I'm ok would be a lie
Really exhausted and ok to die
Anything good is really all gone
A playground I'm just tired of playing on
© LaDonna Michelle💛