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LETTER TO SELF
All alone with my thoughts
I try to escape from the past
With memories of all that could not last
The pain and the shame I kept feeling
The more I try to hide, the more it keeps surfacing
My strongest desire is death
My heart keeps refusing to beat
My soul has gone on vacation
My body lies lifeless in a room of temptation
The mind is the centre piece
Mine is occupied it can not be silenced
I do not understand this sacrilege
My heart can not take the damage
I need a trusted self control
Else, how do I get to recover the damage
Thought a lot over this issue
My conclusion states that my soul is due
My mind has been charged with a sue
And I am very sure now
That the world is cruel
I am just a dying girl with survival's guilt
My mind needs silence, peace and quiet
Afraid that my thoughts would take over me
Most times all I want is to breath.
© omojura_bela
I try to escape from the past
With memories of all that could not last
The pain and the shame I kept feeling
The more I try to hide, the more it keeps surfacing
My strongest desire is death
My heart keeps refusing to beat
My soul has gone on vacation
My body lies lifeless in a room of temptation
The mind is the centre piece
Mine is occupied it can not be silenced
I do not understand this sacrilege
My heart can not take the damage
I need a trusted self control
Else, how do I get to recover the damage
Thought a lot over this issue
My conclusion states that my soul is due
My mind has been charged with a sue
And I am very sure now
That the world is cruel
I am just a dying girl with survival's guilt
My mind needs silence, peace and quiet
Afraid that my thoughts would take over me
Most times all I want is to breath.
© omojura_bela
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