They say, life is so easy..it passes just fine,
Until one day you just grow old and sigh.
Aahh the things were wonderful back then,
The saga continues and goes on like the sea.
Then, there, right at the moment, I realized , "the normal perfect life" was never for me.


A childhood so hurtful, a teenage so rebel, so many mistakes and occurrences i couldn't settle.
I am not enough when on my own, nor my mental state is ready to be alone.
A useless piece of garbage waiting in the corner to be thrown.


Harsh comments, dreadful criticism even motivation serves like sweet poison.
Everyone believes too much of my lies or never believes my truth.
Indeed they fail, blinded by me to understand me.
Maybe, maybe I am too shy or...