WHEN MY MIND IS CLEAR, ALL SHOULD BEGIN TO FEAR, WHEN I ENTER A ROOM,YOU KNOW I'M HERE, DON'T BE INTIMIDATED BY THE FACT I CAN'T BE FADED, ON TOP IS WHERE I RESIDE, WITHIN MYSELF I CONFIDE. LAST NIGHT WAS A FIGHT TRYING TO SAVE A LIFE J REGRET TO INFORM YOU THAT IT WAS NOT A VICTORY. WOW WHAT NOW? STAY STRONG, NOTHING PHASES, U CAN'T LET IT GET TO ME, I REFUSE TO SPEAK ABOUT MY HISTORY. MEMORY IS MY ENEMY, I CREATE OF MY OWN REALITY, DRUGS NUMB ME, TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY.. HARD LIFE, LORD KNOWS I AIN'T LIVING RIGHT. I CHOOSE TO LOSE SIGHT AND HIDE IN DARKNESS.THIS TRAGEDY IS THE HARDEST.ON MY HEART IT SITS. ANOTHER LESSON. LEARNED THE HARD WAY. ANOTHER WASTED DAY. TRYING TO KEEP FEELINGS AT 3AY. WHAT CAN I SAY THIS IS THIS THE PRICE I PAY FOR THE MISTAKES I'VE MADE PEAP WHAT YOU SOW, NEVER LETTING ME REAL FEELING SHOW. FROM THIS I NEED TO BE FREED. I BELIEVE AS I GRIEVE, BECAUSE OF ME... INDIRECTLY AND INTROVENOUSLY. PAIN, AGONY, WHAT THE FUCK HAS HAPPENED TO ME...