It’s obvious am fighting

Am lacking arguments to convince myself I love the life am in

We are both embodied in the same host but so different

Am writing without knowing if am him or he is me

We are so close but so different

He yearns for light, acclamations, attention, prices and competitions

I wouldn’t say he doesn’t deserve them, but can he afford to be unsuccessful?

I yearn for security, shadow works, quietness, and humility, but can I afford to miss up on that success ?

It’s been years we have been fighting

His and my arguments ? talent and security in any order you choose because I don’t know if am him or he is me.

He will take this text as a prove of his talent, which will be the same example I may use to prove my point

My point ? Security

The security I look for secures the faith of my close ones

Two valid points which melts down to our host happiness

Is our Host happy ? his happiness comes from me being him and him being me

Our host like to be secure because it gives him peace of mind

At the same time he likes flirting with the idea of a care free life

In essence security doesn’t comes with risk, which is the main satisfaction of freedom

Our host’s life inner battle is the reflection of our diverging ambitions

Is this text a proof of his talent or a proof of a needed security our Host should aim for ?
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