I try to find you but my words do not reach you ...

I look for you in the dark closed night
of your current indifference

I arm myself with the memories of a love so sweet, so simple, so full

While your new being disarms me with lies, with deceptions, with absence ...

I try to find you because still, from the bottom, sometimes you look out

You run away to meet me, vulnerable and simple, kind and warm ...

Sweet companion of my soul, I look for you to treasure you, to hug you, to love you

But you escape from my hands like sand, like water, like air ...

You seem immaterial to me. Maybe I have imagined or dreamed you ...

Maybe you were another lie that I wanted to believe because I needed it

Maybe the routine, maybe the pain, maybe the misunderstandings were the cause. Probably pride ...

Maybe heartbreak.

And...