Left on the table, memories of breakdowns and powerchords. A faint image of your smile, a guarded heart and a headache.
Laughter erupting like earthquakes, i found myself lost in your eyes every time.
So you want me to say what i need to, you made me feel like an asshole when we went seperate ways. I'd like to scream out, "i wish i never met you" but it feels so good just to hear you say, "i've missed you."
Into the daylight, i woke up to your greeting. You told me to have a good day, like you had faith that i actually could.
But when i was around you, the world didn't hurt. It wasn't so bitter, like the past never mattered at all. Your smile tasted just like a drug, and your presence became a severe addiction. I kept myself from falling apart, and it was your shoulder and company that glued my heart together.
But now, left on the table, the remanents of what never could be.
A faint image of your smile, it has stayed with me.
And no matter what false promises lie ahead, the one's that you claim are true when said through the liquid.
I know i can't hold them true.
So, just know, no matter what...
I miss you too....
I really do.



© pouty