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Cold in my Heart
Emptiness weighs heavy on my shoulders
I'm bleeding on the inside,
but they don't know that.

So I hide the pain and fake a smile,
pretending to be just fine,
tears streaming down my cheeks at night.

My breathing speeds up,
wrapped in blankets trying to make the chill stop,
but it's not the temperatur that's making me shiver,
it's the cold in my heart that makes it feel like winter.

Bearing the happiness around me hurts
everyone is finding their fortune,
while I'm just the lost girl.

I tried drowning my loneliness with
fake love from fake people
but it dragged me down with it.

My breathing speeds up,
lungs filled with water, but the chill never stopped,
and it's not the temperatur that's making me shiver,
it's the cold in my heart that makes it feel like winter.


© JoeyK