I contemplated

What was I doing?
Why was I doing this?
When did I agree to this?

I contemplated

What is this man doing that makes me feel so good?
Why am I enjoying this man's body?
When did I like this?

I contemplated

What time is it?
Why am I naked?
When did I lust him?

I contemplated

What part of my body is this man touching?
Why do I want to kiss him?
When did I get into this situation?

I contemplated

What should I do?
Why is this man licking my legs?
When did he get here?

I contemplated

Maybe, just maybe
I like having this man on top of me
Because he feels good

I complied