Full of rage and long lost love
turning the page on a burning dove
Its not the same yes I'll say
but what can i do
at the end of the day?

Fear and grief lead to rage
and rage does lead to hate
and hate leads to destruction
and the tarnishment of what is pure

then you dont mean it
but its not what you beleive

it's your behaviour that counts
so now I have to own up
to the wrong i have done
What always goes up
must always come down
just like the setting sun
there is always tomorrow.

(Acting on emotions has been a big problem for me. I destroyed my old profile, i tore up many projects, and I became not so pleasant to be around. Sorry is the least I can say, and my behaviour must change. Stuck in old regrets and a perfectionist mindset, ive finally realized when I thought all was lost, that hope fills me and my heart is strong. with love to all and especially to one)

Easier said than done
but my heart is like the sun
it shines bright with hope
and I trust my mind will cope.