Normality never took control failed to assume it's role.
Strange occurrences never were new to my life.
Knowing my life so much they could bash me with a cold hit.
That's a soul hit I became maimed by their tactics.
It's been crazy lately mother turned to hide under the shade of a tree.
Simultaneously she threw heavy noncaring hate on me.
That was heavy weight on me, despite that I built a front of not being bothered.
Lessons were learned from my past life still it was hard.
Certain white ghastly scars represent a absent man.
That's my father just a fleeting desire, a useless figment of hope.
You could guess it yourself my Hope was dashed.
I yelled out mayday as they crashed.
I was bleeding left to die.
I can teach you to survive in the face of demise.
To see your enemies and not hide.
To fight every battle staring down the devil to be a rebel.
It's crazy lately all the false love.
Kisses to my face disses to my back.
Friends the last 4 letters establish what their worth.
Nothing lasts it always ends, like our life's.
Important fact I'll say it again.
Nothing lasts it always ends, everything begins to meet the end.
Its been crazy lately disturbed I feel as if my thoughts are unheard.
That is until my pen meets paper.
Refusal is my mind state I won't beg God to save me.
Of course he was who made me he threw me to the wolves.
Therefore it's hard to not consider him a crook.
A sham of false claims he left me in a jam.
It's been crazy lately blood has shed eyes overflowing wet with tears.
Now there dried up.
Crazy lately I can't seem to elevate from this concrete pit.
Animosity pushes my aggression to be used as a weapon of violence
However I restrain it just barely.
Because I can feel it in my soul I'm close to encountering my zone.
My zone is that wasted time utilized to be my greatest time.
I can't surrender after I've survived so much.
Don't look into my mind too close.
You might find some stuff that'll disturb you.
I just don't want to hurt you.
My life's been hard but my fight still goes on.
Only the soul survivors will truly feel this rhyming of a portion of a young urban life.
It's been crazy lately only hard work and riding on will save me.

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