I've given my all to the world,
to no avail....

I don't have Covid,
but I've seen to lost my sense of smell..

I can no longer taste,
I can no longer feel....

I can no longer lie,
when they ask me what's real..

If I could say goodbye tonight,
with zero consequences.

I would take my own life,
Take a statistic from the census.

If I could end it all,
and say goodnight to my conscience.

I would humbly bow out,
with no words standing tauntless.

Why am I here anyway,
I have no use on this Earth.

If I could go back,
I would stop my parent's from ever even thinking of giving birth....

To me.
So excuse my feelings.

Feeling so imprisoned,
I'm just here to do my sentence.

I'm just here to do my time,
so don't ask me why I'm depressed and I cry.

7.5 Billion people are alive,
and still I don't see 1 eye to eye.

I feel broken,
I wanna give up soon.

I don't wanna die,
but I don't wanna continue to be alive taking up room.

I'm a spec to the world,
so yes I get way looked over.

I don't wanna show my face,
And I'm not speaking of poker..

The fire, the intensity,
of feeling my soul tired..

I don't wanna move forward,
So should I quit before I'm fired?

I've given all that I can,
with the quickness like snappiness.

I wanna sail to heaven,
Home,
because here I have NO happiness....

© SotaylordOut420