I hope the ones that's coming
to fight me
originally, doesn't like me enough

To let me live.

I've been concealing my struggles
with my,
thoughts of a powerful death.

My dad is dead: and my mom's is dead:
my aunt & my uncle is dead.
then me to is dead!

Now I'm left in a position,
to maneuver my own death too!?

I walk with a soft heart
but my feelings, has become
so concrete

that me and luv
don't even speak anymore!
...