Today is the day i start back the way it once was
Holding all my feelings for you inside away from the world
Today is the day i gather the pieces and shed my tears out of sight
Just thankful that for a moment the fates let me be your girl.

Today I say the last words you'll ever hear me say about my love for you
I know that you won't listen anyhow because you don't care how I feel
But maybe others will learn something from the tragedy that became us
And though we've ended badly I can swear that my love was real.

This is the last time you will read any sincere words I have
It doesnt matter because I don't feel any have ever touched your heart
I tried to bring all my feelings for you to the surface, the light
But I guess it meant more to you when it was still in the dark.

This is it, this is the last poem that my soul has for you
Or to be correct, the last one that you will ever physically see
You took with you the biggest part of what I had to give
Now I wish that having you would've just stayed a dream.

Today I open my hand that for so long reached for yours
Today I walk away from everyone because the silence is too loud
This I must make my soul's last poem written to you my love
I'm on my way to get fully lost, never again to be found.

I just hope that when you are old and grey, thinking back in time
I hope at least one beautiful memory of us creeps right in
Even if it's only the one thats all that really matters
As for me, the memories of you, for me will never end.

         Nicole Marie Kesick
         May 30, 2020

Though our time has come to an end, you'll forever remain in my heart, mind and soul as the dream I had come true. The ending may be different than I envisioned but I'm grateful for the time I got to spend with you. Love you always....you know who you are
© Hailey Raine