I'm up at night,
With what I call emotional fright,
Closing my eyes results in efficacious sleep paralysis or nightmares,
But keeping them open results in endless cares,
Contemplating the past,
And then emotionally lambast and bombast myself,
Then there's my future I worry about,
It's existence I even doubt,
The thoughts of education makes me want to drop-out,
The thoughts of social interaction make me want to...