'maladaptive daydreaming'
I lie in my bed
Making different scenarios in my head
Everything is a mere imagination
A world of simulation
At times it's hard to leave
Because I get too convinced with all this realities that I created
It makes me happy at times
But when reality hits best
It feels like something just stabbed my chest
I won't stop doing this
As it gives me temporary happiness
It's fine if I lose myself
I was already lost in the first place.
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what can I say, 'tanginang buhay 'to'