Okay, I'll tell myself I'm fine.


For the next few days I feel tight in my chest..but I will try not to pay attention to what I feel. Returning to the way I started, I told myself I was fine. Okay, for the rest I will spend my day creating an atmosphere of happiness, the point is to make myself happy by doing whatever I love. Okay, a few weeks I was still holding on (even though I really wanted to scream), but I still stubbornly admitted that I was fine.


Spring Days passed, time after time kept changing, even I still hear the sound of the clock ticking in my ear. Trying to keep saying "okay, I'm fine". It's easy to say this, but actually these words make me realize even more that I'm not okay. The more I try to be okay, the clearer it will be to actually be involved that I'm not okay.

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