CONTROL
BY C WYNTER

I relapsed a bit yesterday, Thoughts in a frenzy manner,
Talked down on myself, that's not ok, got to get it together,
And my mind bullied the shit outta me, self sabotage at its finest,
Oh the things depression does to me!, confusion at its highest,
I look for all the faults, that way I can better protect myself,
If I am ahead of the negativity, I can be in better health,
If I hurt myself, then no one can hurt me, ha!, I win,
I can control the flow of emotions if...