I want to fall in love,
for I want my heart to be broken
this doesn't seem alright, is it me who's broken?
Do I want real love or just the Gist of it?
Do I want real love? I'm confused again

The feeling that I get is something that I can't describe,
like someone has been beating my heart for me from the inside.
A voice in my mind, a thought? so maliflouse,
A voice in my mind, so gentle, It got me more confused

Was love suppose to be like this? or am I just missing someone?
I don't know what the difference is between love and missing someone.
Am I longing for an embrace? a companion? a partner?
Am I longing for an embrace? I don't know? why did it matter!

At first I thought, at last, I'm in love,
but the fire went out and something killed it.
if it's really love, should I accept it? what to do?
it it's really love, I doubt if it's true

I wanted to explore this so called love that I got,
but this something that's inside me is itching to attack
Should I ignore? can I defend? Should I build a net
maybe it's too much for me for I am what? a living marionet