why can't you look at me and smile , like you do with others, is it so hard ?
why can't you laugh with me , like you do with others, is it embarrassing for you to do it ?
m'i not good enough ?
is it something wrong with me?
m'i not up to you're expectation?
why can't you remember me,even in you're happiness time ?
why do you always remember me only in your hard time or when you are in trouble or when you need help ?
m'i a toy to you ?
m'i not worth enough to you ?
i hate how you disappoint me everytime.
i hate how you have change so much.
i hate how there is nothing good to talk about you anymore.
i hate to feel your presence in me .
And now i hate myself because i don't hate you , and its so bothering and depressing
i wish you could tell what actually i'm to you.


- jaja venuh