I Know am quite difficult to understand
I know you are confused to talk to me
I know you feel bad when I yell at you
I know you want to make me happy
I know you try to change for me

But you know what
You don't know what the hell am I going through
You don't neither understand nor able to solve it
You don't know that my mind and heart is empty
You don't know that I am feeling depressed recently
You don't know that I lost myself
You don't know that I forgot how to love
You don't know that I don't know myself

I wish I could return back to old myself
I wish I could feel my emotions back
I wish I could live a normal life

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