I'M SORRY,
FOR ALL THE TIMES I LET YOU DOWN.
I'M SORRY,
FOR ALL OF THE TIMES I HAVE FAILED YOU.
I'M SORRY,
FOR ALL OF THE TIMES I WASN'T THERE AND I SHOULD HAVE BEEN.
I'M SORRY,
FOR ALL OF THE TIMES I WASN'T ALLOWED TO BE THERE
I'M SORRY,
FOR ALL OF THE TIMES I MADE YOU CRY.
I'M SORRY,
FOR EVERY SINGLE MISTAKE I MADE.
I'M SORRY,
THAT I'M NOT A BETTER MOTHER.
I'M SORRY,
THAT I COULDN'T DO MORE THEN I SHOULD HAVE.
I'M SORRY,
THAT I HAVE MISSED OUT ON SO TIME WITH YOU
I REALLY HAVE BEEN TRYING MY VERY BEST TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER.
I JUST WANT YOU TO BE PROUD OF ME AGAIN
I NEED ANOTHER CHANCE SO I CAN SHOW YOU THAT I AM NOT THE SAME.
I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH.
I MISS YOU BOTH MORE THEN WORDS CAN EVER SAY.
YOU BOYS ARE MY REASONS FOR LIVING.
YOU BOYS ARE MY GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENTS.
THE BEST GIFTS GOD EVER GAVE ME.
AND I AM TRULY SORRY THAT I DIDN'T KNOW BETTER.
BRADLEY MATTHEW AND
OWEN JAMES,
I REALLY HOPE THAT ONE DAY,
AND HOPEFULLY ONE DAY SOON,
MAYBE YOU CAN FORGIVE ME FOR ALL OF THE MISTAKES I MADE.
FOR ALL THE TIMES I FAILED YOU BOTH.
AND FOR ALL TIMES I FAILED YOU BOTH.
FOR LETTING YOU BOTH DOWN.
I LOVE YOU BOTH SO VERY MUCH.
I MISS YOU BOTH SO VERY MUCH.
MORE THAN BOTH OF YOU WILL EVER KNOW.
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS,
LOVE YOUR MOM

6/24/2019
@ STEPHANIE PLACKER
© Stephanie Placker-Trawick