Its me, old pal


Put my letter using the ink


Telling you, everything is gonna be okay


Keep in touch with me


The voices in your head, I am telling you things


To steal money off of someone's profit


I said, you will pop it


Take the chance and don't blow, do not even credit


The things I command you


You will have to do it, commit to it


Commitment is the key, little boy


Pull your smile for the style


Stuck with cash in a pile


Buy things, clothes, for women


Waste your life, cause your life is already wasted


I am just Mammon


Personification of evil


We aint on the same level, I am sometimes tempting


You gotta control yourself, you blame me for what you do


Because your actions have a way of coming back to you


For that, damn you!!


Why Mammon you are so tempting


Your words are like a Euphoria


Forgetting who I am for a second


The second I open my eyes


I ruined someone's life


Is this your doing, Mammon?


Is this my own doing, that I can't accept the fact


I actually did this?


Why a demon like you


Manipulated our minds


Seeing you everywhere in the corner of my eyes


Telling me you are in a sheeps clothing in disguise


You know, every single one of your followers despise you


No one wants to follow in your footsteps


"But you willingly participate to"


"Are you that blind and stupid, for you not to see"


"The reality you are in"


"How many times will I have to say


"You did this to yourself"


"Life is a curse"


I am sorry for what I did


I wanna cut myself and left my body dead


"Why say sorry to me, am I God to you, who will you worship"


"Is that what it is? Regretting your decisions, move on?"


"You won't say sorry to those you have hurt, you will just left them stuck in the hearse?"


"While you get rich, while they are crying in pain"


"You are crying in cash and"


"Monetary gain for yourself"


"Your ego is hurt"


"Is that even why me, you call me a leech"


"I am just a demon, minding my own business"


"You own a business, you ruin lives for your own goddamn expenses"


Everything you know


You have the knowledge to acknowledge


Your mistakes as a human being


For that, I give my outmost respect


Been fighting the demons inside my head


Greed, Lust and Sloth


Have the things I had, blaming them for the things I have done


After doing it, the outcome will never let me amount to none


I wish, this is all a pun


You can joke and laugh about


It is hard to be someone, who is a laughing stock


The words they say, got stucked in my mind


Then they will surprised if I ever commited suicide


Been writing the plot, where, how, I should kill myself


Why people are sayin "Do not end your life, it is not a paper"


For me to cut through, the words coming out their mouths


It is cutting my heart inside too


You know?


You know who is to suffer and bear the guilt you know?


Living in this parasitic world


Is this what you call a paradise


Didn't asked to be born


Grown up, got beaten up


Now I've got to mourn


Got addiction


My mind is messed up, no friends or family to help me


God I wish, I could meet you


Hug you, tell you things


I want to become a writer


A person with a dream, and a future


Showing those who doubt on me


That I could be better in the future


Let me lend you my hand, to those who are in need


Break this chains, they have created


We are not enslaved, as freedom is what we needed


For years we pleaded


Now we'll show them what we are made of


Tell 'em, to f off!