Why do I always feel like I’m drowning in an ocean deep in the dark?
Like every word said to me is like being torn to pieces by a ravenous and hungry shark!
Hearing all those voices inside my fragile mind they’re certainly making their mark!

In my head I’m nothing more than a player in life’s grueling game!
Go ahead and tell me how that’s quite a shame!
I’m the only one who can take the blame!

Tell me all my faults and failures it’s ok I feel the same!
Take out your verbal guns and take your aim!
Will I live or die by this burning flame?

Doing what I can day after day mentally just to get by!
Sometimes feeling like having a mental breakdown just ready to cry!
The reason I’m feeling like this honestly no idea why!

Am I ready to go away and just say goodbye?
I’ll never feel ok again inside my head no matter how hard I continue to try!
Has all the hope I once had now gone and that well has run dry?

Am I ready to go up into that beautiful blue sky?
Tell me the truth about how you feel about me go on now’s not the time to be shy!
Tell me that you truly feel you’d be better better off if I’d finally just go ahead and die!

Here you go here’s my life token!
I have no more words for you left to be spoken!
I’m only just a shadow of the broken!

© BDawg90