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I Write Beautifully
Am I really going to let go of the me I've been working for just because something changed?
I know I'll be okay. I always am.
This pain is going to pass
I need to stop letting it consume me
I am allowing the pain to swallow me whole
And for what?
It is easier to let it tear me apart
It is easier to take my anger on the universe out on myself
An entire year of striving to be better, of running away from the dark and never letting it catch me
And in one moment all of it meant nothing and I tore myself up again because I wanted to be in pain.
And for what?
I've been through so much worse in this year, why was that my breaking point?
I let myself rot in the agony an entire night. I have to pull myself out again. I can't go stay here.
Why do I write so much more beautifully whenever I'm in pain?
I know I'll be okay. I always am.
This pain is going to pass
I need to stop letting it consume me
I am allowing the pain to swallow me whole
And for what?
It is easier to let it tear me apart
It is easier to take my anger on the universe out on myself
An entire year of striving to be better, of running away from the dark and never letting it catch me
And in one moment all of it meant nothing and I tore myself up again because I wanted to be in pain.
And for what?
I've been through so much worse in this year, why was that my breaking point?
I let myself rot in the agony an entire night. I have to pull myself out again. I can't go stay here.
Why do I write so much more beautifully whenever I'm in pain?
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