Lose Control


Early in the morning, I wake up in despair
Thinking you'll be beside me, but you're no longer there
The memories of us, they still haunt my mind
But I don't want to feel it, for it hurts to rewind
You gave up our marriage, left it all behind
For a woman who used you, and messed with your mind
She got you hooked on drugs, just to keep you around
But you defended her, even when she was found
Left at the dumpster, where your son and friends had her
But you were blinded, by her deceit and allure
Now you want me back, saying you'll change your ways
But I can't take you back, not after the drugs and craze
Sleeping with men for money, is not what love is...