© danielMy distractions was the fairest of them all, her energy was passionate, she stood taller than them all.

she comes to me at all times, whispering to my head where she wanted me to head to.

I indulged her a million times, oh sorry, I lost count of the countless places she took me to, to be precise.

Damn! I hate and love her, It was painful how I fell low for her traps many times, but she always knew how to calm me and take me to the highest of highs during my highest times.
I still don't know if she hates or loves me, she was a master of disguise.

But one fateful day, focus came close and chased away my lovely distraction, she was beautiful from afar and very ugly when she came close.

we fought all the time I couldn't stand her nagging, saying I was doing all the right things wrong and wrong things right.
I would often tell her how difficult she was and how distraction pleased my godly soul, and even so served me as compass to places I shouldn't go.
Oops! I knew that, but I loved her anyway, hoping this will make her runaway, it didn't anyway, sigh!

She was dogged and tormented me day in-day out, stressing and stretching me out, her words were "no pain no gain" telling me there's a brighter day with pain no more.

So far I have been gathering pain, I really cannot wait for the day called the brighter day anymore.

I miss my distraction.