Flashes of the life I lived years ago. Still linger in the back of my mind still with me as my present life keeps on dragging me along moving forward. I try not to think of you too much, yet I still often do. I still wish that I could hate you. Hate you for giving up on me. I wish I could hate you for putting your love and trust into someone that you just met and barely knew.
It hurts to know you gave someone that you hardly knew all your love , attention, and affection. Everything I ever wanted. You even shared with them our secrets. Secrets we told only each other, late at night or early morning when we talked for hours on end. we made promises to one another. we vowed never to tell another soul. but as you know, In the end you didn't kept your promise. It seems when you met her, you broke alot of promises you made to me. It is very disturbing that I still remember the night everything changed, the night you met her. I knew it,, I felt you different. I guess you fell in love at first sight with her perhaps. I'm not sure what it was I just know that I knew the...