With my power gone i became defenseless,
I had forgotten that reality can be harsh,
The more i loved, the greater i became weak,
Now i have no one to blame but myself,
As i let love kill me.

I was human too,
So i fell in love.
I fell for idiots who care for no one,
I fell for self centered animals,
Now I'm broken.
Who am i to blame if not my heart?

I thought i could play the game of love,
But as they say,
It's either you ride or you die,
I guess the universe chose death for me,
Sadly i have nothing left to fight with,
Except hate that will turn me into a monster,
But what can i do as love had betrayed me?

In your hands i placed i placed my soul,
In your heart i left my dreams,
But you chose no mercy as you cracked me down,
Leaving torn apart under your watch.
Who do i run to for help?

I wanted to believe you can handle me,
That above all my dreams,
Least one can be fulfilled,
To be loved and to love,
But once again i was right,
Instead of finding peace i came to be destroyed,
To be killed by the same love i longed for,
Why did i have to be stupid like that!

Love a murderer

© Adelyn Moliepe