What if you already feel like you’ve gone insane?
All you feel is your mental pain!
You don’t feel ok inside your own brain!

You try to pretend to be happy in front of everyone but the lie has become so hard to maintain!
Finally you can breakdown and cry along with the pouring rain!
On this earth you constantly wish to no longer remain!

It feels as though you can never do anything right!
For you there is no saving grace no white knight!
What if you decided at this moment this were to be your last night?

There’s nothing and no one to bring you out that darkness your lost in and into the light!
Not one person would care if you just disappeared out of sight!
So sick and tired of the fight!

Feels like you have ran out of all your luck!
Feels like your demons are running amok!
Guess you’ve got nowhere to go you’re just stuck!

You look in the mirror and your reflection can only say yuck!
Sometimes wish you could get hit by a car or ram over by a Mack truck!
You hate yourself, your life, everything about you makes you sick cuz your life it does suck!

Nobody else can hate you as long as you hate yourself more!
Your struggle so hard with your mental war!
You hate yourself to your own core!

Sometimes wishing you’d not wake up and die alone on the floor!
Nobody notices you anyway and couldn’t care less if you left right out that door!
You’re to the point you just don’t want to be here anymore!

© BDawg90