Why do I get so worked up?
On anticipation and expectations?
Why do I get so anxious?
When there is goodness, gratitude and joy?

What has the world taught me?
What has it done to me?
I understand and appreciate no goodness
I find no rest

Why am I restless and competitive?
How do I intentionally work against another?
I feel nothing and I see nothing

What have I been taught?
Maybe that survival equals being heartless?
Love, weakness?
A following, respect?

What does a different world look like?
What do different teachings look like?
What does a different conformity look like?

Answer me gently, for I find no rest.

© Kagiso Mokokosi