A dark sword deep within the four Chambers of my heart, taking away all the feelings of self and a certain level of regret covers my soul.
lost is my map location, this thing called love keeps feeding on my tears has all I get from it is pain.
it's a parasite draining my joy and feeding on dreams of getting married.
a lonely soul crying out for help,is all I am ....it's now forcing me to keep all my emotions buried.
The memories I cherished are now my worst nightmares,I can still feel her touch when ever I close my eyes,for breathing the same air was our daily routine.
what happened to our love,to the days we used to stay up all night talking to the moon about our future plans, sleepless nights full of love focus and a future, I guess it was all a ferry tile.
moving on is hurts, it's like putting a rope around your neck and pushing the chair away,has the only hope you have is letting go of your breath.
loving you is more painful has it results in me look at another man taking the lives of every person I have ever loved by cutting them to pieces while they are still alive......
I have experienced hell by just the thought of that man having your harms around him and hearing your voice tell him you love him.
the words I thought only my hears will hear them. coming out has the second choice is so overwhelmingly painful.......
I have been waiting for the day I will finally let go and open the next chapter of my life 😔I guess it's now time, letting go of this cursed love is the step I choose.

writing these poem is my of saying goodbye


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