Someone said to be creative there should be a black hole in you,

To fill which you will do something or the other...

I realized it's very true... I have felt it many times in you...
And I have always felt drained every time I tried to understand your pain or tried to fill it with my love...
I felt that pain...
I felt loosing myself completely...
So much that I pulled myself back into my life,
To have that stability and survive!!!

This is why art is lifeline for an artist...
poem for a poet...
science for a scientist!
If they didn't create or express themselves freely they will die...

The bigger that whole is the brighter the future of the producer...
This pain is a part of Maa that uplifts you to do something with more perfection!!!

I am supposed to feel good I guess...
But will I be able to ever...
See you and not cry by experiencing your pain,
You being silent and smiling...

My eyes and my heart will definitely start flowing yaar...
And may be that's why this distance is so important for us...
Neither I can take away your pain or creativity from you or could ever feel fine with that either...
But I am feeling much satisfied now...
After having some sense of logical reasoning to every feeling and situations we went through...and grew...!!!

Thank you so much dear Universe for this insight... I hope I can keep my boundaries high to just watch this black hole from away and be fine with it, and could sail away further... instead of trying to fix it or jump into it, mindlessly 🤕

Help me to grow from this pain, I can understand why you have been teaching me and making me honor my emotions and be kinder enough... bcz you wanted to reveal me this truth !!!

Thank you so much for everything ❤️ 🙏🏻

© RadheRadhe