I have this dream when I am 4,
Heading down some stairs,
Knocking on every door,
I was hungry,
My uncle to high
He aint feeding me,
Didn't even try,
I cried
When I had this dream
I look about 21
Everything is perfect,
down went the sun,
Knocking on the door
And there's this scary hum
But it's family
Yelling what have you done,
Should have been you,
God choose the wrong one,
*******
I've done traumatic things,
Getting lost in the mission
Broke some hearts,
Like an old car, lost transmission
A lemon,
did the drugs scene,
Started first
when I scored some green,
On my own
Going to the park to smoke,
With my pals watching lil ledge
I was 15
ODed
Even went through therapy
What a joke
Feeling like they were judging me,
Doctors Note
Talking behind my back
Instead of right in front of me,
D-B-T
Only thing that is saving me
You set me free