Writing was special for me when I thought you were in my life and not only what I wanted to believe.
Truth is now I don't know what to think or believe
I don't know you or what kind of a person that you are.
All I know is what I made you to be in my head.
My times on these apps were so bad until I started talking to you. Talking to you changed things for me you'll never know how much. I had lost all confidence in everything in my life I was scared to
go to the store. I was even scared to walk around inside my own house I was truly messed up until I started talking to you.

But now I realize I know that all that was said from others was meant to make...