It is the change I wanted to see in the leaves, fall touched my soul in a million life times without you, but here I sit in the silence He has provided, not afraid of it anymore. It is the wind in my hair I wanted to feel, a soft kiss on a rainy day and not enough time to stand at the top of that mountain with you my dear. It is rushing me, but the ground does not shake, it shifts, like a movie I play it over and over, looking at you. So...