Dissociation
got me pacing
Cant remember what i was saying
What was i saying?

memory jaded
The last year is looking faded
What happened again
I have slivers
Morsels of information
Ive starvation
Error
Memories not there

Ive been dissociating
High disregards for my own saving

My mental state it took a break
Recovery wasnt that great

Alot of shower droning
Getting lost in white noise...