I've been going through this rollercoaster of emotions
The pain I feel in the deepest part of my soul is eating me up
I want to be happy
but is happiness for me?

I envy people who are happy
but deep down are they?
Most times I feel like a waste
because deep down I feel I can't get anything done
I'm such a waste, what are my aspirations?

I know people don't love me because they just don't
I crave nothing but to be loved by people I call my family n friends
I've been the most selfless and loving to them
I've sacrificed more than I should
what did I get in return?
BETRAYAL!

I told myself I can be happy again
but am I?
What is this pain? Is it karma from my past life?
I want to know why my heart is in so much pain because I'm tired
I know I'm a complete failure,
but don't failures deserve happiness?

My soul is in pain
My heart is troubled
I seek peace and I crave freedom
but these chains, will they ever break?
Who's my amazing grace?
Who will save me from me?
NOBODY!



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