This Illness

In my mind I know what people can go through
Their minds are tortured for so long
Depression is no respect of persons
It can hit you whether you're weak or strong!

I've weathered this pain for many years
Wondering how long it would stay
Nothing in my power that I could do
Wondering if it would ever go away

It was there morning, noon and night
Sometimes the nights could be worse
Just so lonely and in despair
How long would I fight this curse!

Crying until I couldn't cry anymore
Pain in my heart and soul
Wondering if I could go on with my life
Not wanting anyone to be told

I feel so sorry for the ones that face it alone
Anxiety and depression have got a hold
Just wanting a life like all others
But happiness is what this disease stole!

I know there can be an answer out there
For I have finally beat it at last
With the right medicine and Gods help
I can peacefully let go of my past!

Many think ending their life is the only way out
This illness is so difficult to bear
And I don't blame them for a minute
Because the life they've endured isn't fair!

I would do anything in this world to help
Because so many are crying out
Day after day they're suffering so much
People need to know what this illness is about!