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There is a question I keep asking myself day and night,
why do I hate myself so much
my nature ,my smile my anger everything
my fight is with me

Every fibre of my being hates me
I feel like a abomination in this world
I want to fight with me
Tear everything apart
And kill every part of me

I want to forget my existence
then lay down deep
Where I don't find myself after digging deep

There is so much hate in me,
That wants me to forget me
I'm going deep
Where you don't find me after digging deep

I choose to love myself for who I am
With all my flaws and imperfections
I'll embrace my nature and quirks
And smile at my reflection

No longer will I fight myself
Instead, I'll be my own ally
And nurture every part of me
So I can thrive and truly live
For I am deserving of love,
even from me.


© The_Poet13