Last Breath
I feel as if there is no light
I feel that I lost my fight
For, I hope that I head towards the pain
That would help me heal again
I hope that the end is near
Going through all of that again is what I fear
I would give in to the dark to take my soul away
I hope that I fall again from the clouds someday
I find my solace in none and zero
In my own story, I find it hard to be the hero
Threatened by my lies that would tear everyone apart
Feeling like this ought to be an art
I hope that someday, I'll be free
from everything that once hurt me
It all got too much for me to bear
I can't handle this despair
Sometimes, all I think about is you
How the things you told were once true
All I want to do is run away, again
I would never look behind
Nothing offers me happiness, oh boy!
I offer myself the pain's joy
I withstand my greatest fears
while never dropping a single tear
This my life's last agony
Here, I lie, singing my symphony
I lie, thinking about death
For, I'm choking in the midst of my last breath
I find my solace in none and zero
In my own story, I find it hard to be the hero
Threatened by my lies that would tear everyone apart
Feeling like this ought to be an art
I hope that someday, I'll be free
from everything that once hurt me
It all got too much for me to bear
I can't handle this despair
© Anushka