Im sick of hating myself, Im sick of being ashamed. walking down a long dark road.. my puppet masters got me tamed. I need to be a mom- I need my few good friends. I need to see myself before I find my end. Im making room for light and defeating all my demons. My four special guys are my four perfect reasons. I feel I can do it this time around. Im sick of the anger and being a clown. The devil took over now Im telling him to leave. My story ends with a me that cares for me.