I ran up that hill completely out of breath.
What have I just done ? I was scared to death.

There’s time to go back, he wasn’t even home.
If I turn back now, no reason for him to ever know.

But I ran away for a reason, that no longer could be ignored.
My heart in pain, but my anger it roared.

I love him, — so I let him go.
Was it the right decision, yes or no?
Did I give up too quickly, guilt is starting to grow.

I can’t help but wonder, maybe I shouldn’t have left.
The hardest thing I’ve ever had to do, a blow to my chest.

I appreciate everything he’s done for me, and everything I was forced to see.
but I had dreams and goals, and those he decided for me.

Thinking back - I gave my life for him that...