These dark thoughts that's in my head
sometimes I wish I was really dead
traumatized and tortured each and everyday
I would do anything to make it all go away.
Tortured with sadness and grief each day
these suicidal thoughts just won't go away
I'm bitter and angry and really upset
I woke up this morning with so much regret.
I tried and tried to fight for my life
it got so bad that I grabbed me a knife
tortured with trauma and pain from my youth
I got my ass beat for telling you the truth.
I woke up this morning with so much regret
deep down inside, I'm bitter and upset
I tried and tried to fight for my life
even though I saw blood pouring from the knife.




© Josiah Bhola Hillaire